III.33 Writing journal (Your worst habit)

03/12/2019 - 8:25 pm to 8:37 pm - Writing diary number 33.

       I honestly think my worst habit is that I am cheapskate, and this during all moments of my everyday life. As I said in a previous article, I spend very little of my money and I can keep it to myself, rather than use it, even if I really need it. In fact, I'm always afraid to miss, but it concerns everything. I'm afraid to don't have enough ink in my pen, to don't have enough battery on my phone, to don't have enough paper to study, to don't have enough food in my fridge and so logically to don't have enough money on my account. And therefore I almost never spend it, only to do food shopping and pay my rent here in Murcia. Because of this very bad habit I also have trouble buying things that please me, or paying for activities that I would like to do. However, I didn't lack anything in my youth, I really don't see where this bad habit comes from, which I would even call a problem. I know it's very silly and everyone around me is telling me to fix this problem that's starting to take a lot of space in my life, but it's still quite difficult. I am trying to make an effort to fix this "stupid" habit, I think I can do it, with good will every bad habit can be cured.