III.20 Writing journal (Your last day in your country)

15/11/2019 - 03:03 pm to 03:25 pm - Writing diary number 20.








       This subject very inspiring me, because it did me directly think to the last day I passed in France before coming for one year live and study in Murcia. I left my country precisely on September, 4th, around 6:30 am. I remember very well, because even if I was exciting and impatient to discover my new city and my future life in Spain, it was quite difficult to leave all I knew. Therefore, on my last day there, I tried to enjoy a maximum with people I love and of all that I liked around where I reside. I wanted to store lots of memories, images, smells, sensations and take them with me to the other side of the border. To be honest, I experienced it as a little heartbreak when I was in the plane, because I saw the French territory at the very bottom and I was perfectly aware that I would not return there for a very long time. But the worst thing is not so much to leave your country, but to leave all your environment and your daily life. Indeed, when I saw the plane leaving, I knew that I was leaving behind my parents, my family, my lover, my friends, my associates, etc.... I felt as if I was being taken away from the life I was leading, to settle down completely elsewhere and that I had to start all over again. As time went on, I adapted and reassured myself that I had only said goodbye to my country and not a farewell.

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